*أشلاااااااااااااء*
ملاءة ممزقة…
زجاج مكسور…
وأمي بقرب النافذة….
دخلت بوجل ولم أشعر إلا بزجاجة تخترق قدمي الصغيرة… ناديتها والدموع تشق وجنتي بقسوة لم أجربها من قبل…اتجهت أمي نحوي ورأيت وجهها رطباً غريباً علي… أجلستني بصمت على السرير وأخرجت قطعة الزجاج… ثم حملتني خارج الغرفة.
“أين ذهب بابا؟” نطقتها بعيني قبل أن تنطقها شفتاي … أتذكر بأنها تمتمت بكلمات غير مفهومة ثم دفعت إلي بكأسٍ من حليب قبل أن تغادرني إلى تلك الغرفة… الشاهد الصامت.
تبعتها بكأسي المملوء والذي لم أذق منه قطره… رأيتها تخرج حقيبة السفر الحمراء وبدأت تجمع أشيائها بعشوائية.
وإذا بقشعريرة تسري في جسدي وكأن هناك حشرات صغيرة تسري عليه ,فوقع الكأس من بين يدي المرتجفتين…وحفرت دموعي أزقة وشوارع على خدي الغض…انتبهت أمي إلى وجودي فاحتضنتني بقوة وأطلقت العنان لدموعها…
كنتُ أبكي خوف الوحدة… خوف الدهشة…لم أكن أعلم أن بكائي سببه أقوى مما تتحمله سنواتي السبع…
أتذكر ذلك اليوم جيداً لأنه يوم موتي كروح بريئة تسبح في الفضاء كباقي الأطفال…يوم نضوجي المبكر…يوم أظهرت لي الحياة وجهها الحقيقي… يوم علمت أنها ليست فقط حلوى وابتسامات وفرح…يوم تشبعت بالأسى والألم وذقت لأول مره طعم الحرمان.. يوم تأكدت بأن صورة العائلة ستفتقد شخصاً مهما ساهم في تكوينها … يوم همست أمي في أذني بأنها طالق!
إيثــــــار سعود المصيبيح
23/10/2008 في الساعة 7:58 م
اكثر من رائعه يا إيثار !
وصف اكثر من رائع للحظه قليل ما نرى وصف شعري رائع لها !
لمستي واقع مرير في هذا المجتمع بقضيه مستمره في الأنتشار !
دُمتي مُبدعه !
27/10/2008 في الساعة 9:10 ص
ابدعتي …الخاطرهـ جميلهـ ..مليئهـ بالاحساس الجميل وبنفس الوقت حزين للواقع الاليم …
لكن الحياة مرهـ وحلوهـ ..ويجب علينا تقبلهآ مهمآ كانت آعذآرنــآ
احببت خاطرتك هذه …لآتسآلين لمآذآ …
ابدعتي آبدعتي آبدعتي
28/10/2008 في الساعة 4:42 م
شكراً يزيد على متابعتك…
وأشكرك Back oFF على التعليق…
07/11/2008 في الساعة 1:34 م
جرح في القدم التي تحمل الانسان الى كل مكان.اشلاء ودماء للحظات قد تحدث. وصف جميل ومعبر
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